copied and pasted from my buzznet.
I really want you to read it. My message must get across.
You know, I'm crazy about you
I was begining to miss this
Pointless conversations begin to mean something.
silly thoughts start to seem practical.
Why do you think I'm getting this attached to you?
Our eyes transfixed upon each others like our lives depended on it. We couldn't see to well in the dark, but the moon and stars helped us out. Sifting. Left to right. Think quickly before I say something too stupid. I end up telling a random story from my day. The wonderul thing is you still seem interested. Babble on more, just because awkward conversation is better than awkward silence. We're slowly learning more about each other, even though I'm certain that no matter what, I'll never figure you out. Take a step closer. No, too close, now take one back, right where we started. You say something intelligent, and I can only nod. After a while, I say I understand. I understand, and I really mean it. It kind of scares me. You say you have to go do more important things, I nod, but not in agreement. Walk away, the last ten minutes going through my head. Someone told me not to get too attached. You know I've never been one to listen.
I feel like I should say thank you for something, but I'm not sure what.
3am.
goodnight
This is what I do
when I'm waiting patiently for any means of communication from you.
Looking at the stars outside
'Wish you were here' doesn't even cut it
replaying all your words, in which I abide
wrap my arms around myself because your not here to do it.
Let's stay wide and starry eyed
But let's do it together
Let's sit and confide
in each other like it'll be like that forever
I hope we'll get it right this time
Even though I was really the only one screwing up the whole time.
<3<3
