Right now it's up.
Amazing feeling right now. A far cry from how I was a few days ago.
But nothing much has changed. I feel the same way about the same boy. He still doesn't care. but my outlook has changed, I guess.
I was listening to smashing pumkins on my lunch break today. The point is, while eating my veggie wrap, I felt amazing. Like something just clicked, if that makes sense.
I miss old friends, I hope to see you soon.
I love new friends, I'm glad I see you.
The other day I almost hopped on a bus that would take me down valley, Just for no reason. Getting away sounded nice. Something spontaneous. But I was about 1 dollar short.
I want to get out of the house. I want to live. But right now it's 11 pm and pouring rain.
let's fall back in touch and love.
xo
