What am I to you? I'm sorry but I don't take it back.
Love me and I'll love you
"They looked at each other in a strange way. They took a walk, "let's be alone" they'd say. They were together. They fell in love. They kissed. They promised each other forever. It was beautiful. It was what everyone wishes for. It was all a lie. "
My eyes shut and my ears opened to the sound of the radio. My mind shut down, my mouth opened only to breathe. The only things that were open were my ears and my heart.It's amazing how those two things can go together so well.Evaluating and analyzing. It's enemy VS. Friend. We're all liars in the end.
This could be my year.Keep your fingers crossed, and your eyes closed. This is our time to take chanes. Have fun. I would say "don't get hurt" But we all know that's bound to happen. Make the magic happen, don't let it whisk you away.
Something about you scares me, it's the thing I don't want to be a part of, but the thing I crave more than anything
I've always wanted to be the person who people come up to and say "you have such a way with words." But I gave up on that just like you gave up on me. There are so many people I swoon(ed) over, but none swoon over me. All I want is one person to turn it all around, will you be that person? Can you be the person who gets my heart racing, but at the same time remains lost for words in my presence? Can you be the person I run to when I'm sad, and your only concern is to help me someway, somehow. Can you be the person who tells me I'm beautiful, and truly mean it. Can you be the person who gets nervous around me, but still never leaves my side. Can you be the person who stays with me through thick and thin, and promises me forever, and lives out that promise. Can you be the person to listen to all my dreams, and make those dreams come true? Of course not, people like that don't exist anymore.Could you be the person to change that? Hold my words in your heart and hands, and I will fake the best smile I can. But really, I can only fake so much. Pretty soon you fake it to the point where it's believed by everyone including yourself, but sometimes you fake it to the point where you feel an insane amount of guilt for living a lie, and you want to end the lie. Sometimes the lie has gotten to big for you to undo it with the truth, so you just stop it all together.That was almost me, don't let it be you.This is who I really am, the simple girl, whose mind is so complex. Who people think they will never be able to understand, but are just looking to hard. I'm the girl who every guy says is a great friend, and all the other girls say they envy my beauty. But I'm the girl who's always alone, no matter what. I'm the girl who kicks the guys butt on the football feild, and can play a mean guitar solo. I'm the girl who wishes upon stars, and hopes for a better life. But I'm the girl who will never get it.
I think this gets the award for the most jumbled entry yet.
But you still tolerate me, right?
